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Wednesday, December 12, 2012

I'm Blessed and Highly Favored


On too many days, I complain about the kids getting on my last nerve, the amount of cleaning there is, the never ending laundry, and wonder what's the point of our existence. I have to remind myself that there are people who want children that are unable to have, and how wonderfully God has planned my life. I know that I'm blessed to have so much, and that I'm highly favored to have even be where I am because this is exactly where I wanted to be. That's the funny thing about life, sometimes you want what you want so badly, and when you get it, it doesn't create fireworks the way you thought it would. I don't want for anything more other than for us to be healthy, strong, and happy at all times. My husband thinks I'm never happy when I'm bitching about the kids being sick or never getting to go out like we used to. Truly though...I'm content and happy but I'm too afraid to admit it in fear that shit goes awry when things are too good to be true. He has no idea the amount of satisfaction he brings me by just being who he is. So today on 12/12/12 the last repetitive date we will ever see, I want to bask in gratitude and pray for there always to be prosperity and gratitude in our lives, and yours as well. Life is too short to be anything but happy. When I become doubtful, fearful, or worrisome of the future I will try my best to stop and think about my faith and all I'm blessed with. To believe you are highly favored, is enough hope you need to trust that everything is going to be okay.